Laptop

I miss my laptop
faster come bac to me
i really miss u

no matter how i try
they still unfair to me
no point to me continue to do all

very moondy
dunno wat should i do now
scared, disapointed

Moody

my laptop sent to change the operating system ald
need few days
so meant tat i need to use my pc to on9
bt cannot so often
haiz

i miss all of u

he leave

he left ald
he is so nice to us
bt nw he leave

he going bac kl tomorrow
hope he can everyhthing ok
will mis him
haha

finally i sent my report today
relief ald
bt still gt few assignments on hand
still need work hard

everything will be ok,
rite??

finally

i m not write my blog for 2 days
i gt on9 everyday
bt i m too bz

doing my report
these 2 days i only slept for 3 hours per day
so sleepy
headache
became panda ald
and also coughing
haiz
terrible life

i wan to eat ice-cream
i wan mc-flurry also
my frends all stopped me to eat tat all
because i m coughing
:'(
i really wan to eat ler

these 2 days i m rushing my report until midnite
bt i still on facebook chatting
thx for the person who chat with me whn he / she working
not bad
at least i knew i m not alone

visited the doctor after class today
he said i m only coughing n getting to fewer
sick again

gt my midterm test timetable today
so fast
2 more weeks
hate it
tats mean i left EQ ald gt 4 weeks
i miss u all
everytime chatted with them
i really wan to meet them
they all so nice
hope can see u all soon

fxxk ppl

wat the fxxk ppl
thought he was the best
thought he can be leader for everyone

he is juz a damm shit person
if cant take the pressure
dun bark like a crazy dog

Terrible Coughing

my cough became serious after one nite
how come?
i ald try to avoid drink ice

in the evening
really very suffer
until i felt my asthma is coming soon
hate such feeling

told my mom
after we analysed
we think tat maybe is the 'herbal tea' she cooked yesterday
because its characteristics too cold
nt suitable me to drink
haiz
terrible ler
if i knew early
thn i wont drank

she also said wan to cook my chinese medicine for me tommorow
oh my god
i drank it 2 days ago
thn need to drank again
dun wan lar

All about u, my dear

the day we start
very memorable
1st of Jan 2010
u r my first bf for tis yr

he treated me very well
will called me everyday
sms with me
whn i m manja
he is beside me
did many things
sometimes i will gv him surprises
same to him
his smile was so sweet

i admitted i lied to him
i cheated him
whn he found out
we broke up
because of another guy
haiz

thn we juz liked normal frend
chatted at fb
bt he juz kept on mentioned the guy
so hurt
until now i still liked him
muahhh
like u so much

so
to all my frends
be honest to everyone
now i ald changed
but he dint believe
because i lied to him b4
so sad

Accident

met accident today
i drove whn i bac
thn gt a lorry in front of me
suddenly a gurl came fr beside the road with her bicycle
then the gurl n the lorry were accident collision n the gurl felt down
so i emergency break
n no hit the gurl also.
luckily

but whn i bac home,
wat i gt was scolded
i ald shocked enough
n still need scolded by my family
haiz
wat the family member

i wan to tell him tis matter
but i dunno how to tell him
=='
everytime is i called him
he nvr take initiative
n kept on broke his promise
really miss him

hot weather

hot weather really cause a lot of trouble
not enough sleeping
made me felt headache every morning
n need to drank a cup of coffee to let me concentrate

i became easily mad and angry
too emotional
like recently i kept on dreaming in class
my frend told me
' U r not suitable to become so emotional'
erm
did i??
maybe sometimes
haha

accounting made everyone confusing n stressing
include me
haiz
need to settle it ASAP

3 more months
my big day
hehe
so fast
i m going to be 20 yrs old
waiting the day

Enough!! ENOUGH!!

i really enough with everything
i dun wan to care ald
wat u all wan to say
wat u all wan to do

GO AHEAD


everyday need a cup of coffee to concentrate
but i ald reached the limit for tis week
so
i m not going to take any caffein drinks
haha
for my own healthy

yeah
i m going to change my operating system
Vista to Window 7
haha
by next week
so happy
and expecting

i m really very blur

i m very blur now
not enough slp
emotional
impatient
easily mad
tension

so i drank a cup of white coffee today
whn i m gastric
haha
i think i really blur
until i cant think wat should i did but wat shouldnt i do
how can i drank coffee whn i m gastric
result is::::
my stomach pain until ...
speechless

i going to rush my industrial report by tis 2 weeks
now i ald felt very stress
wan to relieve my stress
i m gonna crazy now

One day trip to Ipoh

yesterday
12 of us went to Lost World Tambun
very fun
and enjoyable
tis is the first time we went for trip together

we were very adventurous
only hv a map
thn we went
haha
we lost at there
asked the local residence
so arrived there safely

Sorry to let everyone misunderstanding

i knew many staff at EQ ald misunderstanding my relationship with the bell captain
he n i are only frend
the most normal frend
plz dun made any story

i m single now
so i juz wan to focus at my study only
dun misunderstanding our relationship
i dunno how they know
or maybe they read my blog
he n i are really nothing

sorry to let everyone misunderstood
especially is EQ staff

Emotinal gurl

i m really very emotional
for today
whole day

went out dinner with frends
chit chat at the mamak stall after we ate
the feeling is gud
after that go to my frend's new house

we are sharing our experiences at training
also talked about our future
let the memory left in the heart

really not feeling well tonite
i miss u,
my dear

Weather

My mood is Juz like today weather. Sometimes happy sometimes very down. Some of my friends asked me why i look so sad today. I answered them, 'no la' because yesterday not enough slept so my mood quick changeable. Start stay with my friend. So comfortable but also very boring and sleepy. I miss u so much.

Religious, races and cultures

in Malaysia
different of races and religious
most popular is malay, chinese n indian

recently i kept on scolded by my mom
she tried to persuade me to continue any relationship with malay guys
for me,
its ok
juz frend
or maybe will not only be frend
:)
because of tis thing,
i really gt some pressure from my family

in the traditional chinese family
i understandwat did my mother thinking
i din say anything to make commitment with her or argue with her

for me
in tis world got many kinds of ppl
if tat is prejudice so stop me to hv frends
i cant accept

maybe someone will think tat i m too wilful
but tat is true
we can choose to make frend with anyone
i dun wan to care what is my frends' races, religious
for the most important
my husband sure will not be a malay guy
because of the religious problem

Waiting to play

today gt one convention assignment
so mean tat i hv 3 assignments, 1 asssessment and 1 industrial report on hand.
the report due date is next thurs
so i need to rush ald.

finally
i went to bank to settle the payment ald
haha
my child sponsorship program
i m very glad i can do tat
without my family know
because they sure will not support me
i dun wan to argue or fight with them
so i hide the truth
hope will hv frends can join the child sponsorship program
only RM50 per month
u can help a child in his/her country
it is very meaningful

i knew wat is the side effect of coffee to me
but i still drank
took the risk
haha

will not on9 for few days because i m not at home
so
i will miss everyone
hehe

Extremely bad mood

yesterday can't slept well
so today morning my mood is extremely bad

after bac to college
i realised that i had to face all the problems
which i dun think i can handle very well
made me suffer
and i also kept on sick
@@


the kind of feeling is coming bac
sad, stress, scared
it make me uncomfortable
so i drove to college today
did the same things
over the speed limit until 100km/h
to relieve my stress

i becoming impatient, rushing, easy to mad
i hate myself become like this
but i really cannot control my mood
sometimes whn i m felt tension,
i will play the game
but the effect is not so gud

Sick and sleepy

today flu, cough n dizzy
really not feeling well
especially my nose
i press until it very red
very funny
everytime i m sick
really think that need to find a person to take care me
a person which will really care about me
its time for me ~~

but too weak to care other thing
after lunch,
felt better but still coughing
whn i bac fr college
i did a dangerous thing
i drove car with sick
haha
and speeding until 90km/h
wah
so dangerous
but luckily i m still knew wat i did
haha

i miss everyone in EQ

Like or love

Is that like and love are two different thing
Yes, it is.
for me
i can like a lot of ppl
but i only love one person

one guy
he knew i din make any commitment
and i also tell him clearly
we can play like the adult
but dun be serious
i think he too serious in our relationship ald
suddenly said he love me
n kept on asking me the same que
n my ans still is: I like you.

not i dun wan to be serious
i really serious in once time
but badly hurt
after that
i knew
cannot serious again in such game
but at least i m sincere to treat everyone

Alone in home

Today my

parents, my sis n brother went to grandparent house
i m lazy
so i stayed at home
very boring
no mood to study because the weather is too hot

i m sick again
@@
terible flu and coughing
hopefully tommorow can recover
dun wan show my sick face in front of my frends.
at now i really hope someone can take care me
as wat he said
i have to find someone to take care me
i m too weak
really appreciate his concern
although ald broke up
still concern me

as usual
my lunch is instant mee
it is same every weekend
because my mom wont cook at weekend

haiz
doing nothing
miss u

moody

today quite moody
sent a stupid message to darling at fb
i m too unreasonable
haha

doing report,do revision, prepare for midterm
so many things need to do
cannot behave so lazy ald
need add oil

today breakfast n lunch = a can of cream soup
the most easy way
and also save money

i wan gain my weight
at least 3kg lar
i ate so many everyday
like yesterday nite
after i ate dinner,
in 1 hour later, i ate 5 pieces of apom balik
but still cannot feel fullness
haiz

Lazy weekend

today no class
hide in home
doing nothing

whn i m alone
i will start think a lot of nonsense
tats why they always said i like to think too much
haha

reality is very cruel world
if i cannot suit myself in tis world
i will be terminate
so i had to work hard
so tat i will not lose
i hate tis term "lose"
really hate it
i wan to be a successful person but not a failure

Haha
my face is getting better thn before
so happy
finally
i can see the result after i spent a lot of money on my face

i miss everyone in EQ
especially few ppl
tat is really unforgetable and amazing experience in EQ

Stomache

dunno why
i m having stomache early in the morning
thought will be ok after have breakfast
who know,
still pain
i think maybe is because yesterday nite whn i m gastric but i m not eat medicine
suffer

today the class is so tough
i m not so understand wat the lecturer taught
before i went for training
i m one of the best students in class
but now
i think i m very lost in my study
but i will try my best to settle everything
because i knew a lot ppl is by my side

i m still coughing
hard to recover
juz can avoid to let it become more serious
i hate the weather now
sometimes sunshine
sometimes rain
stupid weather
hate u