Sunday, February 28, 2010

Sorry... Do u still remember, my dear?

Whn u first time hold my hand,
did u still remember wat did u told me?

Whn u first time said sry to me,
did u still remember is whn?

Whn we are started our relationship,
did u still remember is which date?

Whn we are first time sat at the corner,
did u still remember wat drink we had tat time?

Whn u sms with me,
did u still remember wat did i called u?

Whn we gt argue,
did u still remember why?

U really treat me very well.
i m appologise because of everything i did.
i knew u ald dun wan to relate with me,
so i will not go to ur place ald.
u gt my words.
thx for everything before.
Hope all the best.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

thx everyone

Thz to everyone who helped me for my birthday cake
especially is Mr Chris,
sorry for disturb u after u bac room
n i m very appreciate it
for ur kindness

i had to thz to everyone include Che Wan, bellman(help me sent the bill to boss), pastry staff(helped me decorated my cake)
the pastry staff really worked hard on my cake after they knew i m the one ordered.

thx to myself,
because i knew so many ppl from EQ
really thank u

boss,
love u always
:)

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

busy check-in day

i thought today will be very bz at the day time
bt i m wrong

i m extremely free at the daytime n also nighttime.

whn i think i can bac on time,
the gsts came
most of them are japanese.
i did the checked in with sahar, din and jasslyn
very bz
they came 11pm sharp
tat is my time to bac home

we gt the password for PMS n card maker
but the PMS ONe, we can't checked-in the gsts
so i had to borrow the senior staff password.

abg kash also started ply with me
today he suddenly called me darling,
i dunno wat response should i gv him
haha

tired bt happy because i can finished the check-in process alone n successfully

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Stop do tat

plz stop push me to the guy which i dun lik
why u muz mention he n i whn we met everytime?
m n i r only frend
no more thn tat

i knew now all the staff there ald said he n i gt something
but tat are not the truth
i tot u will be understand
bt u not

i really dun lik u always relate me with him
plz stop do tat
i m very very appreciate it
thz
my dear

2nd day at FO

today is my 2nd day at FO
at the beginning not so bz
i can handle the check-in gsts
because they ald taught me b4
thz guys

thn start bz after dinner
updated the gst profiles, checked-in gsts, ans the phone
tonite gt a VVIP came
need prepared everything for them

suddenly gt gst fr tnb came n requested to see the function room
so bz to find someone to gt him down n open the door for him
abg kash fr bellservice took the key to open the door for the gsts
but he din hv the glassdoor's keys
so he went to the security dep

the gst came to us n said no ppl open the door for him
so, i brought him down again
the door is closed,
i went to c/g called abg nik(Dm)
after tat abg kash opened the door

accompanied the gsts with abg kash
because the need some paper n pen,
i borrowed fr the nearest place
thn stand outside the merbah room to wait the gsts made ammenment
waited there around 45 mins,
luckily abg kash there n sembang with me

thn went to see him
n went home


so sleepy nw
wan go to oi oi ald

Saturday, February 20, 2010

damm hot

the weather is so hot
morning shift today
so sleepy
john taught me checked in yesterday
today i can checked in the guest ald
but still will felt panic
>.<

went to ECF again after lunch
because need to relief shift
until 3pm
learn PMS by using training mode
better thn b4

jasslyn kept on asked me about my ex at lunch time
i only escaped fr her questions
dunno how to answer her lar
tis thing only he n i knew
sure i will not break my promise

i think i m crazy ald
gastric but still drank coffee
why i will did it?
i also dunno
i only knew tat
i really addicted to coffee
which i know my stomach very sensitive n cant take too much

Friday, February 19, 2010

Lazy day again

at ECF today
knew how they operated there
doing nothing

vind n fahmi kept on called me with nonsense words at canteen today
ashamed lar
haiz
tis 2 ar
lik kids

met chef khor, chef yeoh n chef boon
they all treat me very nice b4
until now,
chef khor n chef yeoh still remember me
liked them
chef khor said he intentionally went to ECF to see me
hehe
i knew he juz joke lar
fun
he nv shout to me or say something heavy whn i m made mistake last time
they really very sayang me lol

addicted to coffee again
finally i knew why i will choose him
the coffee smell
now only i knew
the coffee smell is really nice
haha

Thursday, February 18, 2010

first time

now only i realised
i had so many first time in EQ

first time working at hotel
first time wore kimono
first time hv so many malay frends
first time gt a bf fr hotel ( although ald is a past)
first time ate dorayaki ( became my favourite at the end)
first time showed my sweetness smile to all ppl
first time gt appraisal fr DAto
first time gt scalded fr guests
first time felt so embrassed
first time gt so many admirers at the same time

haha
too many first time here


last few weeks,
abg junid fr HK suddenly told me i gt admirer there
but i still dunno who is the guy
although i kept on asked him,
but he told me today: we all like u, including me.


fainted....


except him,
no other guy i will call them " dear"
tat is only for him

now trying to let everything become normal
including all my relationship with other ppl
planning for my future
headache

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Enjoyed my day

went to grandparent's house at butterworth ( my mother's side)
i liked there
because there hv many kids can played together
loved them so much
because they all so cute

gambled again
it is the game we muz played on CNY
but i m juz won little bit only
haha

felt very relax there
because no pressure
let me forgot everything
juz wan to enjoy and appreciate the times with my elders n also my cousins

tis is the most shortest CNY holiday i had
only 3 days
but i m very enjoyed all the days
at least
i still can together with my family

sleepy
お休み

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Playing u around????????

chat with u at fb juz now
told u everything
but ur conclusion is i played u around.

did i m tis type of gurl in ur mind n also ur heart
if u really think i m such person,
go ahead.


never gt ppl said me played them around.
i treated everyone sincerely
only u will said lik tat
n u also is the first guy said tat to me.

Monday, February 15, 2010

1st day of CNY

first day
very boring
my daughter came to my house early in the morning
she called me whn i m still on the bed
haha

thn went to relative's houses with mom
long time no see
but very boring
because i m only sat beside n let the elders chit chat

after home,
watched tv
played computer games
sleeping
very very tired today
because yesterday woke up at 6am
but sleept at 12am
around 18 hrs my eyes are opended

Sunday, February 14, 2010

JUZ FOR U

juz wan to hear ur voice
juz wan to listen u say happy new yr
juz wan to see the message u sent me
juz wan
juz wan







nothing
nothing
juz because i m too miss u

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Stupid Guest

today very angry
scolded by a fussy guest

she came to reception to claim her f&b voucher
but we can't found tat
she started shout at us
really no manners
after made some calls
she decided went to the restaurant first
we continued to find the voucher

finally
gt it
at the back office
shit lar
the s&m ppl put there without tell us
thn i brought the voucher n a confirmation letter to the guest for her signature

whn i reached there,
i told the mgr first
he asked me everything
thn i saw the guest
so i showed her the voucher n asked for signature

after she signed
she started shouted at me
in front of so many guests n restaurant staffs
espeacially the staff are all my frends
really felt embrassed
he saw the scene
but he din say anything to me
very sad
i din do anything wrong
but i m the one who gt scolded

after i bac the reception
i told them everything happended to me at the restaurant
really mad lar
why she so fussy
fxxk lar she

but the things made me sad is him
he saw it but din say anything

for those who read my blog,
pls dun make any guessing
i will not admit anything

Last day in reservation

last day
so fast
learnt something new there

today i m quite weired
gastric but go to eat laksa
coughing but ate a lot of mandarin orange
haha
i also dun understand why am i did it

lazy to write all
because memory ald in my heart n my mind
words are not enough to describe all

sorry to bring the problem to u,

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Story About he n i

first time saw him
thought he was very fierce, not frendly
but after that
he helped me a lot
dunno why
he can always confort me
quite weired

thn really nothing
until tat day
suddenly we started
very sweet tat time
he can make me laugh always
i always gv him my sweet sweet smile
sms, chatting, facebook
whn i m sad
he will very concerned me
n immediately read my blog
haha
missed tat time

whn i m wilful,
i liked to ask him some stupid ques
made our relationship broken
i m always made him impatient,
angry
why??
i always asked myself
really all is my fault
dun forcing
because forcing cant bring happinese

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Reservation

very boring
like a fool
doing nothing there
sien sien sien

CNY coming soon
but suddenly i m sick
flu, cough n sore troat
gonna lost my patient
geram nia
yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

prepare my report
need some information
haiz
lazy to find the supervisor lar

The Last post for my dear

Tis is the last one i write
i mean our relationship
i m not sure whether u will read or not
but i hope u read
at least u know wat happend

at the first time u called me switty,
i m attracted by ur smile
u let me felt very warm
lik the feeling
when we start
i knew u very enjoy n happy
until we always gt argues,
we both start change
we dun believe each other
at least dun lik the time we start
u said i m liar
but i really no hide anything fr u

dunno why
although my frend said u r a very bad guy,
but i chose to believe u
i knew maybe i m wrong
but i chose to believe u
juz because the feeling tat i gt fr u
quite weired
haha
anyway
hope u happy always
dun worry
but be happy
tis is wat u always told me before
May God bless u n ur family
see u,
my dear

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Front Office

Today i m at operator
i requested myself fr abang shahar
he is a very nice duty manager
but also is MCC person

not gt my rooster yet
but i will not apply for more holidays
i only claim my PH

yeah
can ans the call n transfer the calls for guests
happy
n the feeling is fantastic
thz to the operators there
willing to gv me the chance to learn

He kept on said i lied to him
i swear i dun hv
i m very honest to him
but he still dun believe me



my nose is so sensitive with the dust n tempearature today
kept on sneezed
n also itchy
haha
dunno tomorow still will be lik tat or not
trying to avoid ice n other things
but i really cannot stopped eat the mandarin orange
although i knew it will make me cough,
i still wan eat
haha
i m too wilful

My Favourite songs

Tis are my favourite songs
Love it so much


First Love
sa i go no ki su ha(最后的吻)
ta ba ko no flavor ga si ta(带着淡淡的香烟味道)
ni ga ku te se tsu na i ka o ri(苦涩而令人心碎的香味)
a si te no i ma go ro ni ha(明天的这个时候)
a na te ha do ko ni i ru n da ro u(你会在哪里呢)
da re o o mo tsu te ru n da ro u(又会想着谁呢)
you are always gonna be my love
i tsu ka da re ka to ma ta ko i ni o chi te mo(就算在以后的生命中和谁恋爱也好)
i'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
i ma ha ma da ka na si i love song(现在仍唱着悲伤的情歌)
a ta ra si i u ta u ta e ru ma de(直至新的歌曲再次推出)
ta chi do ma ru ji ka n ga(一度呆滞的时间)
u go ki da ma da so u to si te ru(将会继续运转)
wa su re ku na i ko to ge ka ri(剩下的尽是难以忘怀的事情)
a si te no i ma go ro ni te ru(明天的这个时间)
wa ta si ha ki tsu to na i te ru(我一定会哭着)
a na ta o o mo tsu te ru n da ro u(想起深爱过的你)
you will always be inside my heart
i tsu mo a na ta da ke no ba si yo ga a ru ka ra(在我心中永远给你留下一片空间)
i hope that i have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
i ma ha ra si i wu ta u ta e ru ma



If i let u go
Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me (Oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go
Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (No one like you)
You speak to my heart (Speak to my heart)
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me (Oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go
if I let you go
Ooh baby
On

Sunday, February 7, 2010

I really really hate myself

I really really hate myself
always pretend
pretend i m happy
pretend i m strong

actually i m not happy at all
whn he sent the message said wan to end our relationship
i really wan to cry
but tat time i m work as linen maid
i can't
i really wan to show my frailty in front of u
really
n i m not lie to u
at least i really honest everything to u
but u still not believe

the tears still will drop
because i m afraid


hope my blog will not gv u any pressure
n i dun wan u think tat i m playing the trick

Miss u

today did the body checkup
luckily the report is normal
but the doctor still exhort a lot
try to advoid drink ice, coffee and tea
my favourite ice-cream also cannot eat too much
yer
i wan eat lar
CNY coming soon
i wan eat
i wan eat

to MR xxxxx
i knew u will not read my blog
so i can write the truth here
i really do nothing with m
the message is not wat u think
u misunderstand me
n i also dun wan to explain
u r the first guy called me swity
u r the first guy knew my virtues
thx for everything
although i ald deleted all ur messages
but they all in my heart
miss u
u gv me a very sweet sweet memory

Saturday, February 6, 2010

DUNNO!!! DUNNO!!! DUNNO

i really dunno wat m i doing now
tired and exhausted
finally


HOUSKEPING LIFE ENDED


Going to FO next week
for 1 month++

tommorow is a busy day
morning go to clinic do routine bodycheck
really dun wan go
sure will gt scold fr DR CHAN
thn clean my room and also my house

CNY coming soon
dunno how many holidays will i gt tis yr
hope can let me play for few days

i miss him
i really miss him

Friday, February 5, 2010

Happy Day + explain

Today quite happy
A lazy day
felt slppy
Got my new modem
wifi + router
fast speed
hehe

To all my frends,
I m ald broke up with my secret bf
plz dun come n asked me about the reason
i knew u all concern me or juz wan to watch the "show"
all is my fault
because i still not believe him as he belive me
and plz stop blamed him
he is really a nice guy
n i never regret with him b4

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Friends

朋友分成很多种
从最普通到最特别的
永远不会缺少。

好朋友的定义因人而异。
如果从头到尾只是普通朋友,
那永远不会变成谈心的朋友。
永远不能融入她们那一群。

不管在怎样努力,
那都会是无济于事。
算了吧,
不应再执著。
但是你们永远都是我的好朋友。

不用标明,
应该自己清楚吧。