Today is the 16th day after he left. I miss him so much. Everyday we talked in phone or chat in fb is seems nt enuff because my heart is always at his side Sometimes i feel so insecure because he is apart from me. But my trust to him is still strong and i cnt find any reason nt to trust him Wishes he will keep his promise n come back to me soon and dun break my trust.

Today he leaving here and back to his origin

I really dun wn him to leave me..

He really good. 

Cried day before n before he went to airport

He din allowed me go to airport with him.

He said he dun wn to see the sadness part...

I love u, babe.

I will keep the promise and wait u come back. 

New Year 2012

This is the first post i wrote in 2012..
Since my grandfather passed away last month,
i din even want to wrote..
so fast.
new year came, chinese new year here
and i
getting mature than wat i think
is tat because i worked for long time ald
or just because recently kept on happen a lot of things in my family and i
All of this influence me a lot
i really tired to handle everything
especialy is love

I tot i ald forgot everything with wei teng
but the memories like a knife
it stepped in my heart all the times
looked like i cant forget all of the things
my life still like tat
busy and busy
until i kept on lost my weight...
Gosh..
i will crazy if i lose my weight again..