Finally

Finally
I give up
i trying to save our relationship for 1 month
bt u seems tat nothing reaction
i dun wn to torture myself ald lar
after be with u,
i ignore all the guys
become patient
bt at the end
i only gt the hurts from u
T.T
enough for everything

Honestly, u r nt the only one approaches to me
i still hv better choices
lik other ppl said,
trying to go out with other guys
forget u n let myself freedom
thx for the memory

Thinking

Today mood not bad
haha
mood changed after dinner
because someone asked me abot him
hu.hu.hu.
T.T
thn only i noticed tat i din see him for few days ald
miss him lar
i never expect i will become serious wit him
at the beginning,
i juz think tat is a game
he is the first guy i m shopping wit at QB
even though i knew sure will met some of my frends there
hehe
>.<
bt since he ald make the decision,
i juz cn wishes him all the best in his career and happy forever.

Sleepless nite

Recently cannot slp early
wonder is tat because of stress
juz nw only finished read my frend's blog
very nice template
sweet and warm
bt the background music made me remember all the things he made for me

These few days i starting make judgement about myself
wat did all guys around me trying to get from me?
Money, challenge, fun or only sex?

Maybe others ppl only think tat i m a manja gurl n very close with everyone
ok, tat one i admit
i manja bt i doesnt mean tat i dun hv brain
sometimes i juz dun wn to care too much
a lot of managerial person very sayang me
i cn play with them or manja wit them
bt i also knew the limit
they helped me a lot when i need it n i m really very appreciate
they will support me whn i need tat
thx for everyone who helped me

i think i lost my weight again
now only 41 kg
hope cn increase some weight b4 CNY
hehe

he n me
nw ald be stranger
tat is an end tat i never expect
everyone asked me to gv him some times
bt i think he should gv me the explaination
he is a guy
pls be more responsible
also gt ppl asked me juz gv up n accept another guy
i dunno wat should i do ald.

quite bz wit my work tis month
someone wishes to be the 'senior' in front of me n another trainee
juz go ahead lar
bt when gt problem,
still is me need to handled for her
summore she kept on ordered me to work
=='
some ald knew i dun lik the gang
bt who cares
even they knew,
lik tat only
haha

i try nt to be so emotional n sensitive
bt i m too easy to drop my tears lar
especially is talking about him wit other ppl
sad
T.T

Sleppy day

Since tat i ald promise will gv him some times to think about the problem,
i wont disturb him
bt at tis period
i starting lost my confidence

juz nw read my frend's blog
so fast she n her bf ald 1 yr
congratulations
so sweet enough
haha
keep it up
blessing will always send to u all

rebounding

rebounded my hair today
nt bad
new image
wan gv surprise to everyone

he gv me the hope
he made me felt tat we hv chance be together
so i din control my feeling n like him so much
he broke everything
bt our frendship still there
juz felt hurt

Bad mood day

Yesterday happended an incident
a trainee is cried n she told everyone i bullied her
actually i din do anything also
thn supervisor n everyone is came n scolded me
tat time i really felt innocent
i really is speechless

Today
a "keh po chi" kept on told everyone tat i bullied the trainee
all came to scolded me once n once
really is enuf ald
especially is the management training ppl
i knew the trainee is same college wit him
bt really need to scolded until lik tat har?
he said the trainee is very sensitive
thn how about me?
only trainee is more valuable in tat hotel
tat is wat i learnt today n sure i will remember forever
nt my fault bt everyone blamed me
tat is a gud thing

TO ALL FRONT OFFICE STAFF,

IF STILL GT ANY MISTAKE DID BT NO ONE WILLING TO ADMIT,
THN BLAME ON ME LAR
ALL IS MY FAULT
JUZ DO IT

Shopping

After bz working
finally i went to shopping wit him
haha
same guy???
no
is different one
he treated me very well
no matter how much i manja he also will care
bt he bullied me all the time
>.<
wat relationship btw he n me?
friend lol
he really is a gud guy
bt also is a very busy guy
hehe