The end of the year

I din update my blog for almost 1 month
maybe is too busy or lazy
bt wt i knew is
the days passed lik fly
sometimes we wn to hold the moments tat we r realy happy n enjoy
bt we r nt able to do tat

i worked in hotel line for 5 months ++
i started feel bored
wit my relationship and also the life
need to handle everything
bt when no one will appreciate our hard work
when we made some mistakes,
they will maximise the mistake n start scolding
juz lik wat other said
i m too soft n easily to let others to bully me
haha

got one guy said tat my face looked complicated
i dunno why suddenly he will said lik tat
i started think tat am i very selfish
i kept on think negatively about hw he ended up our relationship
bt i never think tat
he treat me as a stranger is because he wn to forget me n also everything
maybe tat is also a way to protect his heart
i only think about myself
i too selfish

they invite me to the beverage gathering which still on planning
i knew the 2 department might be combine n did the gathering together
i ald asked someone to accompany me
because i dun wn to take risk which he might in the gathering also
i still will feel hurt when i face to him
haiz
i m nt enough courage to builf my confident

tonite had supper wit Zul, Chian Chung n Wooi Han at Kayu
tot he wont came because he said his member is in his house
bt finally he came
his colleagues started talked about him n me ald
bt we din care
because we knew we r frends
4 of us talked a lot during the supper time
sharing our experience
hehe
:)

Finally

Finally
I give up
i trying to save our relationship for 1 month
bt u seems tat nothing reaction
i dun wn to torture myself ald lar
after be with u,
i ignore all the guys
become patient
bt at the end
i only gt the hurts from u
T.T
enough for everything

Honestly, u r nt the only one approaches to me
i still hv better choices
lik other ppl said,
trying to go out with other guys
forget u n let myself freedom
thx for the memory