Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Emo again

today i m very emotional
very down mood
quiet in the class
disscuss the trip to Lost World next weekend


my frends always told me
beware with other ppl especially guys
because i m too simple-minded(sometimes)
and easily trust a stranger
sometimes we cannot judge a book by cover

tommorow gt accounting and purchasing class
at least not so boring
wishes i can gt the gud result in my midterm
i really felt very stress and want to escape from here
everytime i face stress,
i will use the technique to relieve my stress
dunno tis time will it work or not?
i m not try yet
but soon also

wishes everyone all the best
take care

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Sicking day

woke up around 9.30
sicking
skipped my breakfast because my class is on 11 am
so i only had a milo as breakfast

gastric again
ate the pills all the times
lazy day for me to study

start doing report
lazy to think
haiz

hope i can recover soon
because i really gt many things to do
cannot waste my time anymore

Pressure !! Presure !! Pressure!!
i really hate pressure
one of reason will also cause me sick
haha

raining day

finally reached there
saw some of EQ staff there
mizz them so much
i saw En Rahman, Bar manager, Yuslan, Mas, Farhana, Izad...

went there actually is saja
not really wan to watch the competition
so i went Bersiar-siar with my cousemates and took some pics

maybe is too excited
my voice is going to lose
because i m drinked iced n terrible coughing
n because we walked under the rain
i m headache and gt cold
yer
why i m always gt sick???

watched the first round
gt the result
thn we cant wait for the final round
so we left first
haha

had dinner at Gurney Plaza
buy gastric pills at Guardian
because i m out of stock
thn we bac

my face become terrible
a lot of acnes come to me
maybe is because i m not enough slp and the weather too hot
bt i ald decide
before my semester end
i must make my face beautiful like last time
and i m going to keep my hair longer
so tat i can look preetier whn i m birthday
hehe

my graduate will be my present for myself
so nice and valueble

recently
i always think of him
a person which i love before
bt now
is over ald
haha
he is going bac to PG to do his internship on May
wat kind of feeling whn i meet him?
i also dunno
hope it is nothing

like my friend said
i m too easy to trust ppl
so i m easy to cheated by others
i knew wat situation i hv now
i will think about it but i really need some times

after training
my mood is changeable
i become very emo now
sometimes i m extremely excited
but sometimes my mood will bevery down and juz sit quietly
until my frends asked me
"wat happend to u?"
like one of my lecturer told us
u all still are emotional not stable
i still easily affected by ppl n things

Monday, March 29, 2010

I hate management subject

I really dun like management subject
especially is marketing n convention
so boring until i wan to fall asleep


i juz wan slp
haiz

miss my darling

today is going to hard rock
i m not write in FB is because dun wan let all ppl know
i think today will go there early with my uniform
hehe

Early in the morning

early in the morning
woke up prepare to college
last nite gt rain
so today is so a nice day to slp

nose sensitive again
felt tired
and also geram
why every morning will gt one??

coughing last nite
until hard to slp
tonite i m going to HardRock
mum ald warn
cannot drink liquer or liquor
erm
but i din promise
because tat is depend on situation and my mood also
haha

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Choices

i m coughed whole nite
why ler
i also dunno
maybe i accidentally ate some food
erm
i still dunno

a lot of choices need to do
long hair? short hair?
study? work? study + work?

dun wan to think too much
because i also dunno wat i wan

Earth Hour

the last sat of Mac
is the Earth Hour

i switched off everything
sat outside my house
watched the stars and moon
thinking my future

i m still confusing about my future
still feeling lost in my world
a lot of things need to do
but i juz put aside

my report
i m going to start it tomorow
hope i can finished at least 5 pages
haiz
no mood to do anything

2 more weeks later is my monthly check-up again
i m going to request the doctor can i change it to yearly
because i m really lazy go there every month
and i m feeling better now

for me
an asthma patient
many foods cannot eat
especially is iced
and i cannot let my emotional change too fast
haha
hate to take care my body
so many yrs ald
whn can i recover fully
sure it is impossible lar

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Qingming Festival

today
woke up early in the morning
because today is my family Qingming Festival

every year sure i will attend the activity
to remember past ancestors

i observed the surrounding
so quite
because tat time is around 6.30am

prepared everything
Cleaning and sweeping of graves, Ancestor worship, offering food to deceased, burning joss paper
are the major activities we will did

nowadays
young generation will not attend the function
for me
it is a gud traditional event to keep on

Friday, March 26, 2010

Boring

today no class
slp until very late
if not my youngest sis woke me up
sure i still on the bed until 12pm
the reason she woke me up is
COOK RICE
=='

doing nothin whole day
no mood to do
especially is my report
arghh

3 more weeks
need to pass up my report
and 6 weeks later
is my midterm
i m still felt confusing with all subjects

received a call fr MR Ong (laundry mgr)
he juz wan to told me
Chris suggested HR to hire trainees after we graduate as permanent staff at the meeting 2 days ago
he said i can get the comfirmation letter from HR first

i talked with my mom
she din gv me useful suggestion
i think she knew i wan to continue my studies also
but i dun wan to let my parents so tired to pay my fee

really dunno how to decide
i must try my best at tis semester
and i will think my future after tis
maybe i will take Open Uni
really so may things need to consider

I really dun wan to grow up

p/s To all my classmates
Plz dun called me professor anymore
Tis is the past tense ald

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Finally 1 week class ended

Yuhooo
Tis week my class ended ald
so tired
because all are confusing subjects
so really tough
one more thing
did my lecturers still remember my chinese name?
did my juniors still remember my chinese name?
i m really wan to know

today one of our senior lecturer told us
" U all are leading the hospitality industry at the future,
we are going to gather u all and become the most strong group"
i knew
whn graduate
we are the first biggest batch
we really proud of it
because we are the last semester
all lecturers very concern our behavior, attitude and also academic
really felt very stress
going to scream it out
or hope someone will by my side

i m really is a stubborn person
i knew wat will happened to me if i drank coffee
bt i still drank it
early in the morning

sigh
so i suffer for whole day
dunno wat happend
i started coughing
maybe is affected by my frends
or maybe is because i drank iced herbal tea last nite
Hope it will not become serious

juz now bac EQ took my allowances
I miss the moment we worked together
the kind of feeling cannot replace by other

i think a lot last nite
i knew i changed ald
my behavior, my personality
guys always around me
i admit
i played with some of them
i knew tat i did the wrong thing
i dun care how other ppl think
i deserve to let other ppl mad on me
sometimes i wan to tell the truth
not because i m not honest
is because i dunno how to say
I only wan the most simple life
plz dun made my life so complicated

Stress Stress Stress
my life is started suffer now

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Stop emotional

i decide ald

I WILL STOP BE SO EMO ALL THE TIMES

i have to stop so emotional and be patient
I hate my feeling affected by other ppl
Tis is the last time i allow my tears dropped
no more tears will i drop after tis

today is marketing & convention class.
tis two class is so bored until i wan to fall asleep
i really hate management subjects
although i knew tat is so useful for me to become a manager
but ...

stomach not feeling well from early in the morning until now
dunno wat happen lar
juz very pain
urghh
I am really need to try my best in my study
And i think i need to have at least 1 cup of coffee per day
(although need to eat the gastric pill all the times >.< )
I also wan to buy a lot of tip bits ( My favourite)


I miss everyone in EQ
no matter u r hurt me before
or very sayang me before
u are in my list

I will going to Hard Rock next mon
hehe
^^

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Haiz

first day class
all blur blur

haiz
i really need to recall all the accounting 1 lar
make me confusing only

i like the timetable tis semester
but i hate all the subjects lar
all are management subjects
tough

i miss u all
keep in touch o

Monday, March 22, 2010

Ending of everything

My industrial training is ended ald
why so fast
i also dunno
>.<

i miss u all lar
really miss

tomorow i will start my last semester ald
need to do my best
because is my last chance to fight for my future

i never hide my wild ambition
and i nevery stop to plan for my future
but dunno why
plans always changed
geram only

whn i bac EQ today
met my colleagues
all bellmen, abg karim, darling, qing, mambir, chong, jon, hadi, sharifah, siti
and others
miss they so much

after settled everything
bac college
someone said i m become thinned
gt ar
they only 4 months did see me only
and they all surprise because i cut my hair so short
last time my hair is ald over my shoulder
bt now
it became very short

Take care
all of u
i knew u all wil miss me
same to me
u all will never be forgoten in my world

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Last day in HEP

today is my last day
feeling is so complicated
happy because finally i finished my training for 4 months
sad because i had to leave all my new frends

all treat me very well
never scolded me except the gurl
never say no to my requests
care about me

suddenly he asked me whether i angry him because of the previous message
thn i said no
no point for me to angry him
actually whn i saw him tis morning
i knew,
he liked me very well
bt because of some reason
he cant admit sometimes
he n i
very complicated
haha

i m rushed to work today
so skipped my breakfast
very hungry fr early morning
and i only had my favourite coffee with empty stomach

thought need wait until 12pm or 1pm only can hv my lunch

took pic with some colleagues
whn i told them i m leaving today
they all shocked and asked me
why so fast??
especially is the Blue Moon supervisor
although i m not so frend with him
bt he made commitment with me
he invite me bac EQ whn i m free
because everyone will miss me
and he promise
if i wan to hv a drink in Blue Moon
juz gv him a call
he will belanja
thx first
try my best
haha

i really miss u all lar
hope we can hv chance to work again at future
gud luck to u all

MY last noon shift in EQ

today is my last noon shift in EQ
haiz
took a lot of pic with all ppl

met some frends asked me
whn is my last day
one of the supervisor of HK said,
all the EQ staff will miss me after i leave
me too
i will not forget u all
u all so special
all of u

thz u so much

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Sleepy and boring

morning shist again
@@
sleepy
4 of us worked only

finally i can do check-out ald
haha
thx everyone which taught me

i miss Matthew
he is really sweet whn he smile
haha

met him twice today
i shocked
because only now i realised that he still manage to affect me
bt i think he dunno
he n i are 2 straight lines
which means never gt interaction anymore

i will miss all my frends in HEP
because of them
i never regret chose EQ as my industrial training
i m very enjoyed it
thzzxxxxxxxx everyone
miss u all

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Change offday

today i worked with din, sharifah and wan qing.
bt most of the time only wan qing n i at front desk.
the rest
...


i kept on received the calls fr gsts and settled their problems
bz lol
whn no cashier at front desk
chris came out n backup us
he was so gud
thz boss
chatted with him a lot
liked talked with him
because he very funny

had lunch around 12.30pm
supposed is 12pm
bt suddenly gst came requested changed room
leceh

requested my offday change to tomorow
because need bec hospital do monthly checkup
so fast har??
1 month ald pass

i only hv 3 days in front desk
felt very sad
because going to leave

Monday, March 15, 2010

Sleepy

Last sunday nite i m sick
after went out with whole family for dinner
my nose started made me suffer

until midnite
i still can't sleep
so i sms with someone who worked nite shift
i think he sure will felt i m always bring trouble
i felt he liked me
from the first time we met

after i asked him
he admitted
haha
i m shocked
actually

b4 tat,
gt a guy told me
i m very lucky
because everyone liked me
he said i m knew how to "ambil hati"
maybe

i m going to leave
will miss everyone
because everyone of u are special

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Damm tired and sleepy

today very bz
although we ald gt 4 ppl at front desk
still felt bz




i settled a lot of things tonite
made me exhausted
room move, laundry, receipts
many many things


these few days
many things happend at nite
until the duty manager need to go here go there
the bellman also knew i m very "fulled" tonite
n asked me take a deep breathe b4 i settled other matter


thz to all staff
i m always behave liked a child
thank u them for helping me
really appreciate
chef khor n chef yeoh also same
although i m not trained in kitchen
bt they always said i m juz like their daughter
they made me felt very warm
made me wan to manja with them also
i really did it
always manja one
to everyone
haha

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Suddenly

suddenly gt flu b4 i worked today
very tired
kept on sneezed

today really very tired
5 ppl worked only
because of my flu,
i hard to concentrate and my mind can't think very fast
i rubbed my nose until it looked very red
n my face looked lik very sad whn i m sick
many ppl asked me tonite why i m looked so sad?
haha

chong, vignes, din, hadi n i worked
i check-in a lot of guests tonite
haiz
lazy to work
felt stressed whn din stand beside me
tonite is the first day i worked with him
bt dunno why
he lik stood beside me whn i m ckecked-in the gsts and update all the info
i felt nt confortable lar
bt he is caring about me
i will laugh in front of him everytime i saw him
i also dunno why

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Finally i did it

tis matter at my heart ald few yrs
finally i did it

dunno why
juz suddenly went to did it
it really is a secret
hehe

the feeling is gud
very confortable

miss u
my dear.

Monday, March 1, 2010

19days more

i still gt 3 weeks more
actually is not enough 3 weeks also
i miss him
i really miss him

recently penang gt air pollution
caused me very suffer
asthma is getting worst
and sore throat, terrible coughing

tis weekend need accompany my mom attend a dinner
lazy
and her frends will ask a lot of things
hard to handle