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Actually in my mind juz now gt a lot of things wn to write tonite
suddenly forgot everything
haiz

ok
recently
my mood is very2 down
dun ask me why
i also dunno
i pretend myself is very happy everyday
bt when i m alone
my mood is down
how many ppl noticed i m pretending?
i also dunno
i only know one thing
i m getting to collapse soon

i miss summone very much
wn to see him everyday
hope he will by my side all the times

always heard ppl said i m getting slimmer
now only i knew why
because i kept on sick
few days per week
no wonder i will become slimmer
sad
T.T

Candle light dinner

Hehe
last nite dinner at The View wit him
nice dinner
candle light dinner
with 5 star service
so grand

4 yrs ++ din meet
we talked a lot tat nite
about past, now and future
like to talked with him
n thx for his dinner
he understand wat i wn

Thz for everyone who helped me in the dinner
Mr Ong, all The View staffs (especially Fauzi) and others
really very thank u
hehe
the food is really nice
although it is expensive
bt it worth
:)

Sicking day

sad lar
sick after raining whole day
terrible flu

really suffering today at work
i m too sensitive with the weather change lar
haiz

tired lar
sick n still need to work
bt luckily i still cn msg him
thn sure is manja2 wit him lar
haha
love him so much
a lot of ppl wn me to betray him when i posted something at my FB
haha
even is his old frend also told me the same thing
funny
Loyal or betray?
i dunno
wakaka

raining day

Start the raining season ald
so sad
i m driving ler
always rain
haiz

recently i had walked to car park alone
feeling scared lol
especially at nite
bt today is lucky
met another staff at car park near my car
tot he will left first
bt he waited me out first
hu hu

miss him so much
only him in my heart now
sometimes my heart is shaking
lik sometimes my frends asked
will u think tat ur relationship very hard?
sure
bt it sweet
when the time u heard his voice or u gt his pic
everything is worth
the hardship will become sweet
because i hv him
sometimes i chatted wit Carinn(trainee)about him
she juz stopped me n asked me plz dun show off my love
because i seems too happy
n my smile is sweet enough
haha
Caarinn,
dun jealous lol

as everyone knew,
msg in ur phone is very private
bt in my phone
only the person i care enough
thn only i will kept the msg

New Car

Haha
i change car ald
fr big car to smaller car
my little kancil
wakaka
everyone said more suit me
because my size is so small
=.=
ok lol
i din tell anyone about this matter

today after my work
went to KFC as supper wit Jun, Wendy and Carinn
nt bad
first time we went out together

today is Chinese Valentine's day
i m celebrate it wit my work
where is my babe har???
i also duno

so sleepy nw
gud nite lol
Muackssss

Workshop

Today i attended a grooming workshop
quite useful for me
hehe
nt bad

noon shift for tis week
really is boring
until my leg bitten by all the stupid mosquito
gerammmmmmmmmmm
made my leg so itchy n reddish
:(

the most stupid thing happend is my finger is hurt by my name tag when i try to pin my name tag on my uniform
really stupid
=.=

recently i really forgot my result
totally forgot that i m not take my result yet.
haiz

choices

why the cafeteria cannot hv more choices?
most of the time is curry or spicy food only
haiz
now i m start fewer again ald lol
and always gastric recently
so sad

after my 2 days nite shift,
i m bac to noon shift again
so bored

ramahdan month is coming now
so mean tat i hv to work more hardworking ald lol
gud thing
so tat i can learnt more in my counter
bt really feel tired lar
maybe tis is call "working life"
wakaka

Nite shift

Erm
tonite is my first nite shift
expecting
so i hv go to slp now
if nt tonite sure will fall asleep
haha

met some problem at work.
bt try to overcome my fear n solve all the problems
and a lot of ppl is helping me
from different department
thx for all
love u all so much

sensitive

tonite i m really very sensitive
especially is after gt scolded fr manager
although tat was nt my mistake
bt he still scolded me n not gv me the chance to defend myself
mood really is bad
when Abg Karim came n concern me
i m nearly cry at reception
in fact my tears are dropped ald
after tat i m juz crazy with my work
i m too sensitive tonite
i also dunno why
luckily after dinner
my mood is ok ald
can joke with others
bt still bz with phone n gsts

Hell day

recently i m really bz lik hell at work
why so many problems come to me one?
dear my gsts,
receptions gt 3 persons,
why most come to me?
i m really exhausted
especially is gst fr china, taiwan

babe is sick today
so he called me b4 he bac home
dunno why
sometimes i my mind will appear a statement fr another person
:U really believe him har? Maybe he lie to u
i still remember my reply is juz smile to him
because i also dunno
maybe he is really lie to me
maybe today he is nt sick bt go out with other gurl
i dunno
i really dunno
tats why i choose to escape fr tis ques
maybe tat was nt the way i should do
bt i m really dun wan to face tis problem nw
i only knew tonite i m nt concentrate at my work at all
even GOVIN (senior staff) also can realised tat n told me
i made the mistakes tat i wont did it b4
really is terrible lar me for tonite